Your vaping addiction isn't cool it's embarrassing

I’m sorry but if you even have to suck on your vape while arguing with me why am I even friends with you??

I am sorry to say this, but I am sick of people defending their substance consumerism by saying it’s their way to cope with their mental illness. Like, stfu at this point—your habits define you, and I am so sick of sitting next to you, waiting for you to be available for me because you don’t know anything different than smoking pot every single day. I’ve had enough of being left on delivered because I am one of your archived contacts, only to get a text when your as well rotten and idiotic friends don’t give you weed because they say that you are too loud for them. Hey, I have an idea—maybe stop texting me when your only intention for me is solving your problems, although you know damn well that I will give you the same advice: to go no contact with them.

Your substance consumerism is not cool, and it doesn’t make you different or special. It’s actually embarrassing that you even have to suck on your vape while arguing with me because I told you that I want to kick you out of the group project, since the only thing you talked about was where you would get your weed. You have reached a point where your soul is not broken anymore, but a rotten fruit full of mold. I am disgusted to even look at you at this point. And don’t even come to me crying about your life at 2 a.m. when I repeatedly told you that you still have the chance to turn things around. Don’t even come crying to me about your dumbass friends who are a copy of you.

And let’s not even talk about how you go to everyone and cry about our argument because you always need more than one person to give you pity and right. The thing that you are more addicted to than vaping is people telling you that you did nothing wrong and that it’s because of your mental illness.

You always come and cry to me like your life is as sad as one of a Russian writer. In fact, your life is miserable because of you. I was not the one who made your life dirtier just because I decided to kick you out of the group project. Honestly, you should really become an actress with your dramatic crying and victimization. I feel like you and Blake Lively would be besties.

I have come to peace with a lot of people who hurt me, but with you, the only peace that I know is signing petitions to increase the costs of vapes so you can’t afford them.

Let’s not even talk about how “cool” you feel sending snaps of you smoking and joking about how you could not even function properly without smoking weed at least once a day.

It’s embarrassing that you have reached this point at which you have to shoplift so you can spend the money that you have on weed and vape because it’s harder for you to admit to yourself that you have no self-respect and morals. And don’t even come to me with your “I’m just a girl” and pink bow mindset because you can’t find a justification, so you just use one from a trend that is as dumb as you.

Sorry, but I am kind of angry right now and I don’t want to say with this that we should never take people with mental illnesses seriously, but for me, with this person, it has reached a point where her mental illness became a justification.This is just how I feel

Thanks for reading my angry rant because my journal is full, and I can’t write it in there. See you next time!

Alexus :)